Wednesday, April 28, 2010
soooo, is that a hint???
Well, I have gained back all the weight I ever lost in my entire life and now I hate myself for it. Grrr. Yesterday one of the girls in my study group told me I was beautiful. ( I just added her to my facebook.) Yep, she said I was beautiful and it was a shame that I let it go and that I needed to go to the gym. Why in the hell do all these people keep telling me I need to go to the gym. Do they think I really don't know what I need to do? Like I am sitting on the couch eating and wondering what I could do to lose weight?? To top it off it was in a room full of my whole study group and they were all in shock but no one really defended me. To top yesterday off... Today one of my students wrote 'Rachel is a fat bitch' on the bus wall. Seriously. Fuck off people.
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I'm so sorry, Rachel. People can be so cruel.
When people do things like that, they are obviously harboring something awful in themselves; it's not an excuse for people to act that way but hopefully you can take comfort in knowing that you are not so miserable in life that you have to lash out at others to make yourself feel better about yourself. I am sorry those things happened to you...you know you're better than that...
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